IF I DIE YOUNG ~

If I die young ,

Burry me in Satin

Lay me down on a bed of Roses

Sink me in the river at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

Lord , make me a Rainbow

I'll shine it on my Mother

She knows I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors

And life aint always what you thing it ought to be

Aint even grey but she burries her Baby..

The sharp knife 

of a short life

I had just ample enough time

And I'll be wearing white

When i come into your kingdom

Im as green as the ring on my little,cold finger

I've always never known the loving of a man

But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand

There's a boy

saying he'll love me Forever

Who could have thought forever could be severed by

A penny for my thoughts

NO!

I'll sell it for a dolar

They're worth so mush after i'm a GONER

Maybe then you hear the words i've been singing
Funny when your dead and people start listening

The ballad of a dove..

Gon with peace and love

Gather up your tears..

Keep em in your pocket

Save them for a time

When you really gonna need them

So put on your best boys

And I'll wear my Pearls

Dont You Remember ?

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any seams,I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again?

You Got Me Suffering ~ ='[

I wish there's the bright star shining upon me,
And there I'll lay down with the fresh ground of grass in the dusk,
Flashing back the memories in my mind ; in my life..
Under haunted skies i see you..when your love is gone..
your ghost is found..
Nothing had appeared worst than you ,
You are as if the monster inside of me..
Leaving me nothing but heartache,,i know a heartache when i felt it..
Its not an easy task to go through..
Thinking of all 'what if's '
I'm seriously sorry and apologising with my 10 fingers arranged close..
Asking for forgiveness and stop begging you for mercy..

Free me already from the toughest,

I had to go on

Not thinking of how you treated me for revenge

I dont even can recall the moment I hurt you

Seems like I never did

But the thing buzzing in my mind

is why should you treat me like I've killed your mother

I dont hate u

I just hate the way you treat me

But i will smile,

To let you know..

I dont give a shit about you

I dont care about you

And the best thing is 

I hope I had NEVER met you

But unfortunately i did..

Now,I would NEVER forget what you did to me!