Life without regrets and mistakes is not worth living.

=)

Saturday, 22 October 2011

TAKE THAT !!! damn you

He sent : Shanzee ! I really do miss you !
I replied : WHAT?! ..Why suddenly
He said : I miss you,,
I joked: Go to hell ..
He stammered: huh?..but for real,i do miss you
I yelled : GO TO HELL !!
(HE DIDNT REPLY)

So if you think its so easy to get me back by ' I MISS YOU',
sorry..you're just stupid..
even my DOG wouldnt have done that..

Worst, you ignored me all the time when you have HER..
and now,that she is gone..you're coming back for me?
WHAT ARE YOU ??
im not the kinda girl who goes crazy after you
BUT I WAS..but now,sorry,..you are just another RUBBISH i trembled over..
_NO OFFENSE_

But i need to thank you for some reasons..
1.Thanks for making me realise never get tricked by sweet texts
2.Thanks for making me think a lot..it helped in my PMR!
3.Thanks for taking everything i have..i just gotta have NEW ONES
4.Thanks for making me realise that crying over YOU is nothing but enjoyments
5.Thanks for leaving me.
6.Thanks for telling me imma JERK.Im happy.Cause u are worst
7.Thanks for making me cry..i need to freshen my eyes

Well....Im just getting better now..
all because of you...
so thanks,,thanks for breaking my heart,,,
i hope u can go on with your damn life and someone would just push you down the skyscraper....
And yeah,you'll go to hell !!
Your face makes me ill and felt loathe!!

HMPH~
Now i have someone..
I dun need you..
Maybe this is your first rejection from a girl huh?
Good,,im too proud to be the first one!
but im quite sure i aint gonna be the last one...
Dang u =)

I AM AWESOME AND YOU ARE NOT !!!
deal with it...who's stronger now?? 


Tuesday, 11 October 2011

The four main walls ~!

I personally built this tough-standing walls beside me ..
Yes im being selfish but in a good way ..
Im just sick of being that girl i am now..
I just wanna be me..
The girl who laugh at everything even if its not funny~
The girl who tramples a bout her thoughts
The girl who dont give a damn of others words
The girl who appreciates almost everything
The girl who look into the mirror and talk to herself =.=
The girl who smiles at everyone
The girl who jumped here and there tirelessly..

But now..im the girl
who stay silent
who stay isolated
who stayed fatigue
who keep things to herself
who thinks she's nothing
who never be appreciated of
who ruins her own damn life

What does it means to stay like a biatch ..
I just miss my last me
I just cant get over the pain
Iwant a relationship,not a relationshit
Make sense huh  =D

I need someone who can run through my walls
and save the concured me
i cant stay endured
its my life , its now or never..
i aint gonna live forever  =D


KLMN ♥♥♥♥♥

Let it rain over me ~!

Well... i get a pretty awesome GIFT after my DARLING PMR ~~
Its a cam'ra from my brother ..

 Pretty much to say that im having this awesome thingy..
Makes me feel like im the only girl in the world
(SNAP! Zee,u r speaking rubbish)

This menage a trois feeling inside of me had taken the whole lots of myself
Where had it gone to?
I wished to know..
I always get wad i wished for..
(IM A DADDYS GIRL)
but now, this time..instincts shaken me that im not getting wad i want..
NEVER EVER EVER..
And im getting this vibration of 'STAY AWAY FROM HIM'

Its tough,YES IT IS
Its painful, SURE IT IS
But i gotta do it

I always say im strong..which i encountered im not..
WAD A DISAST!

PMR is over..
doesnt mean my miseries are gone for good
They got more powerful and taking control of me
hmmmmmmm...wad to do...LIFE MAR!!!

I KNOW I'LL NEVER HAVE YOU
And im not sad bout it  

AND I DONT GIVE A **** WAD U THINK OF ME
BYEBYE rubbish bastard